"I'm glad for the years we spent together. But you hurt me so much that I can never forgive you or trust you again. And I think it means that you’re no longer the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. You’re too much like any other man."
yes its been a year and im glad i left you and found someone else worthy of my love.
so long, shariffi bin sa'adon.
ok i.need.to.study.for.tmrw's.ut.bye.all.the.best.of.luck.muackx.kbye
went halloween costume search at arab st. with rayanholmberg, hongling and razif lin!! I swear to god i wana slim down, i wana be 44 kg): I need to even out my uneven skin tone:/ mus get ready for zoukout 2009!! Been having so much fun and getting home vehh late every weekend. my mummy, as always, is being a bxtch abt it every single time. what a dragggg!
i don't understand why she can't understand that i wnt be bad, i jus wana have fun hehehe. going out to study later with haopeng, the 1st ut is next monday. i wana get good grades thn will get rewarded!! $$$$$
not gg halloween party tdy, gt no costume and gna hv to attend my girlf ariel boh's birthday chalet. i can't give that a miss right!! she'll kill me if i do anyhow heh.
maybe u jus wldnt understand how i feel. maybe i dnt understand ure situation too, but i want what i want. you cant give me what i want, you'll make me really sad. & i am really sad right now that you can't tdy whn i really want you around. I knw its unreasonable, bt i hate you bcos the feeling really suckd.
"Only the one that hurts you, can make you feel better. Only the one who inflicts the pain, can take it away."
-madonna
oh that mexicano hat rocks, rayan holmberg u look like a painter! & u look buff so dnt say ure fat:/ razif lin, ure posing seriously suckz! ok we went haji lane ystdy, just to meet tohlin @ victoriajomo pls appreciate us mre ok myn(: clsses are super boring i swear, year 2 days are so underrated. but every friday me hv no schl!!! so like thurs night - party partyparty yeh.
i wana go shpping with shamyn soon ok, at haji.
i want bag jeans dresses teeshirts everythingggg! oh i wana get my eyebrow thread, its fcking bushy now. kadey says its a distraction): && Brazilian and armpit waxing!(note: hongling) hehehe
I'm scared that my own happily ever after’s never going to happen. Actually no, I know that’s not what’s scaring me. I’m more afraid that I’m never going to stop wishing it would.
”runawaytrain
